Awake

“No tree, it is said, can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell.” – Carl Jung

I am often asked ‘how does one awaken?’, or ‘how does one know if they are awake?”

Most often, it’s a slow process of realizing that you are quite different from your friends and family members. By that I mean your thinking process is different from the world in which you find yourself of your family of origin. I am speaking more to the ‘red pill’ question put to Neo in the movie the Matrix.

Once you accept the concept of the ‘red pill’...the statement is then made: "You can never go back”. “Are you sure?”

I find that for many of my clients that they were criticized growing up and did not ‘fit in ‘ with their siblings of origin and felt ‘outside’ of the family dynamics.

There is also an intense feeling of ‘inner loneliness”- regardless if one is surrounded by friends or in a relationship.

And that something is really ‘wrong ‘ with them.

Most often- everything is completely ‘right’ for this individual.

I would start to look for symptoms of a ‘star seed’- who agreed to come in to assist with this time. Forward information and knowings ....feeling as if they are watching a play of actors... psychic abilities....past life recall....and an appreciation that they are ‘in service’ to this planet, but may not understand just what that assignment is.

And people may start to make you feel that you are the ‘crazy one’.

You will find yourself going down the ‘rabbit hole’ and then one finds that one does not find many peers or people who speak the same language- as the articulation of words in the ‘red pill ‘ world of the Matrix movie which is a different phenomenon from the main stream media. But there are many many folks out there and this is the age of the internet. SubStack has become a great 'go- to" place. Just read the comments on posts and you will realize just how much company you really have. The Matrix would like you to think and believe otherwise.

This is a great time to find the right energetic healer match up for you and/or a peer group. Not so easy- but there is Zoom, Skype, FaceTime, with Twitter as your news source, and many great blogs on SubStack. Read a lot...and then some. ( Tom Montalk's Gnosis will set you on your ear, or Original Christianity by Peter Novak) )

I listed only a few authors on the bibliography page that I found helpful and are current on the bibliography page.

'Piercing the Veil of Reality' is such a place with Bernard Guenther and his wife Laura, for one. I consider his one of the better sites. He is also on Twitter and Telegram.

Gigi